2) Nervous I AM???? yes of course….Yes I am anxious and nervous today, one day
before my Kellogg interview. It is such a shitty feeling. I am not thinking or
unable to think of anything else but my interview tomorrow. I have prepared for
all possible questions, still I am nervous.
What
if I succeed? That will be the happiest moment of my life. Moreover, there is a
need to succeed in tomorrow’s interview. Why? Don’t know. Really, I don’t know.
May be if I fail, the feeling will not be nice. Sometimes I imagine opening an
email saying- “we regret to say that you will not be offered admission” for the
class of 2015. I
ok,
let me see what is my fear. I fear that I may feel extremely nervous and forget
everything in front of the interviewer. I may sit blank in front of him. But,
this has never happened in my entire life. I have always had an answer, right
or wrong, but answered I have always. This reminds me of the famous oven-non
oven joke when the interviewer asked me about woven and non-woven fabrics but I
mistook it as oven and non –oven fabrics. So let us rule out the possibility of
going blank.
Next,
I may forget some of the things that I have prepared to tell him. This will
result in the interviewer rating me average. But, what if the other students
are rated below average? But let us think worse. I get the average rating and
other candidates blow the interview. This will result in denial of admission.
This, fact will be disclosed to me only by March 20. Why the hell then I am
spoiling my today i.e., Feb 21.
Nothing
that makes you anxious is worth pursuing. Nothing that makes you feel bad is
worth doing. It is everybody’s right to live every moment of his life in joy
and misery free. A single moment spent in misery is a great injustice to the
life.
Now,
after writing 339 words, I am feeling a bit better.
Thought
negative? Now, let us try to be a bit positive. I
since awhat If I fail.